As horrible as this whole little scenario is, it feels... nice. Nice to have someone that is trying to understand, rather than sit her down and scold her over how horrible her decision was.]
...I was the one who didn't bother to ask and know what my item would do to someone, and just assumed. I was the one who told Shuuya-kun I trusted him, that I'd believe in him no matter what, but... I couldn't believe in him enough to let him defend himself without help.
I... I hate everything that happened, and that I was so stupid to think it was right, and now Shuuya-kun... he's gone because of everything that went wrong.
[It aches horribly, down to her bones, and for a moment all she wishes she could do is vanish, or that Shuuya could appear just long enough to smack her across the forehead and call her stupid as many times as he wanted. But unless a miracle happened, he was gone.
...
She swallows dryly.]
...I told Hansa-san about it already. It... wasn't what I wanted to talk to him about today, but... he knows.
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As horrible as this whole little scenario is, it feels... nice. Nice to have someone that is trying to understand, rather than sit her down and scold her over how horrible her decision was.]
...I was the one who didn't bother to ask and know what my item would do to someone, and just assumed. I was the one who told Shuuya-kun I trusted him, that I'd believe in him no matter what, but... I couldn't believe in him enough to let him defend himself without help.
I... I hate everything that happened, and that I was so stupid to think it was right, and now Shuuya-kun... he's gone because of everything that went wrong.
[It aches horribly, down to her bones, and for a moment all she wishes she could do is vanish, or that Shuuya could appear just long enough to smack her across the forehead and call her stupid as many times as he wanted. But unless a miracle happened, he was gone.
...
She swallows dryly.]
...I told Hansa-san about it already. It... wasn't what I wanted to talk to him about today, but... he knows.