Shuuya-kun hates himself so much, Chijin... everything he does, I think, is because he just wants everyone to... to believe he's as useless as he thinks he is. He doesn't want to be mean, but he doesn't have a choice in his mind, and he says and does things that make him look so much worse...
I... knew if I used my gem, it would force anyone to be kind. For a whole day. And when I saw all the evidence, and saw him acting horribly to the people around him, I...
...
I thought it would help... I thought it would make it easier for him to... to tell the truth...
[And, unfortunately... it did the exact opposite, and that much shows on her face as she trails off, jaw clenching.]
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Shuuya-kun hates himself so much, Chijin... everything he does, I think, is because he just wants everyone to... to believe he's as useless as he thinks he is. He doesn't want to be mean, but he doesn't have a choice in his mind, and he says and does things that make him look so much worse...
I... knew if I used my gem, it would force anyone to be kind. For a whole day. And when I saw all the evidence, and saw him acting horribly to the people around him, I...
...
I thought it would help... I thought it would make it easier for him to... to tell the truth...
[And, unfortunately... it did the exact opposite, and that much shows on her face as she trails off, jaw clenching.]