If I return, I don't intend to die. I'm going to get him back to the people who love him, for himself. And I'm going to survive.
But... I know I have to do it alone. And once that's over... I'll still be the Pillar. The Pillar must be alone, no matter how cruel. If the Pillar can't keep a strong heart, then...
[Well. Yknow.
...]
I don't want what happened to Emeraude to happen again. If I give in to despair, and forget the people I'm truly caring for...
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If I return, I don't intend to die. I'm going to get him back to the people who love him, for himself. And I'm going to survive.
But... I know I have to do it alone. And once that's over... I'll still be the Pillar. The Pillar must be alone, no matter how cruel. If the Pillar can't keep a strong heart, then...
[Well. Yknow.
...]
I don't want what happened to Emeraude to happen again. If I give in to despair, and forget the people I'm truly caring for...
...
...I'll just need to be careful.