[She thinks about it for a long moment, shifting to lean herself against him as she types, just so he can watch it happen in real time. She's trembling subtely, but it's more out of exhaustion than anything else.]
id like to talk. i want your advice.
i need time to be alone today once i can eat something because i need to think about how i feel about everything
but i dont want to keep being depressed when we still have a really important job to do together
i want to apologize for ever saying i need to do things alone .i still remember it being like that. but i realized yesterday that trusting my memory now might be dangerous. i think thats what scares me the most.
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id like to talk. i want your advice.
i need time to be alone today once i can eat something because i need to think about how i feel about everything
but i dont want to keep being depressed when we still have a really important job to do together
i want to apologize for ever saying i need to do things alone .i still remember it being like that. but i realized yesterday that trusting my memory now might be dangerous. i think thats what scares me the most.
its why i asked hua chan to remove my braid