[She shakes her head again, much slower this time.]

I don't know. I thought maybe it would... it would be a little more clear, but... he still looked so sad, I...

I... don't know if anybody can know. Raven was Raven until Tuesday, and then... he just wasn't...

So when the announcement said it was Raven, I-I thought maybe... maybe there was a mistake, or...

...

Or...

[She can't finish the sentence. His body is burned in her mind, a room of blood and a face that had long since lost its pallor of life. It's not a new experience, to see someone die...

But sometimes you have to watch an adult you cherished die two whole times in the span of four days, and it hurts.]