Did...someone tell her? Did she figure it out, somehow? Either way, the guilt that immediately rushes off Hikaru will be enough for Izumo to know she is correct, at least about something.]
I...
I didn't think it was fine, I... I didn't mean to change him to do anything!
[ izumo has two brain cells and she knows how to use them even when i don't. ]
But you did and he hated every moment of it. Also because of that, he acted suspiciously and took the place of the person who should have been caught.
[ she's not blaming hikaru on implicating kano, but she's not going to take it back if that's what hikaru's take-away is from her claim. ]
You have the nerve to feel guilty about it. [ her voice complete steady even if there's a forced calmness to it. the disdain and utter disgust for hikaru in every inch of her being. ] You're the worse kind of person.
[That guilt twists to dread, like a hammer striking a nail, over and over, a sickening and sour shock in her limbs.]
Of course I feel guilty! Shuuya-kun told me himself how much he hated it, and I... I wouldn't have ever done it if I knew what it was going to actually do to him! I trusted him...!
I-I was just trying to help--!! I swear I never.... I never meant for it to hurt him so badly, or to--
[To make him look guilty. To be part of the reason he was dead. But the words twist in her mouth with a ferocious shake of her head, taking a step away from Izumo, her fists clenched.]
He couldn't even tell me how much he hated me at the end, and I... I couldn't fix it, and I couldn't apologize...
So what else am I supposed to do, other than know it was my fault?? How else am I supposed to remember the mistake I made???
[ she. really isn't having any of hikaru's pleas or cries. they're reaching deaf ears as izumo knows exactly what she's been through as she tried to defend and speak for kano. funny, she suspects that no one has been harsh to hikaru about it.
it's so funny and it makes her sick. ]
Enjoy the blood of an innocent on your hands.
[ and cue izumo leaving center stage because she can't stand to be in the room with her anymore. whatever she wanted to grab has been completely forgotten.( idk how she's gonna slap her nik..... ) ]
[ she was so ready to just leave. so ready to leave it all behind her—another terrible memory that has been carved deep inside of her. however, that's not what happens when hikaru reaches her. the shock immediately causes to jerk back and slap her hand away but the fact that hikaru is so insistent irritates her.
clingy.
her hand was already sore and tender from how much she had hit shima earlier but in a shift motion she does two things: slap hikaru across the face and then proceeds to shove her away back into the room. ]
Don't. [ she shakes her hand after being shocked, yet again, but her demeanor remains harsh. ] I want nothing to do with you.
[ and officially cue izumo leaving the room. she won't be back tonight and they won't have to worry about being roommates. ]
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Ah.
Did...someone tell her? Did she figure it out, somehow? Either way, the guilt that immediately rushes off Hikaru will be enough for Izumo to know she is correct, at least about something.]
I...
I didn't think it was fine, I... I didn't mean to change him to do anything!
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But you did and he hated every moment of it. Also because of that, he acted suspiciously and took the place of the person who should have been caught.
[ she's not blaming hikaru on implicating kano, but she's not going to take it back if that's what hikaru's take-away is from her claim. ]
You have the nerve to feel guilty about it. [ her voice complete steady even if there's a forced calmness to it. the disdain and utter disgust for hikaru in every inch of her being. ] You're the worse kind of person.
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Of course I feel guilty! Shuuya-kun told me himself how much he hated it, and I... I wouldn't have ever done it if I knew what it was going to actually do to him! I trusted him...!
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wow. izumo will be completely unimpressed in all of this and her expression just grows cold. ]
Then you really are a detestable person if you did that to someone you trusted.
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I-I was just trying to help--!! I swear I never.... I never meant for it to hurt him so badly, or to--
[To make him look guilty. To be part of the reason he was dead. But the words twist in her mouth with a ferocious shake of her head, taking a step away from Izumo, her fists clenched.]
He couldn't even tell me how much he hated me at the end, and I... I couldn't fix it, and I couldn't apologize...
So what else am I supposed to do, other than know it was my fault?? How else am I supposed to remember the mistake I made???
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[ she. really isn't having any of hikaru's pleas or cries. they're reaching deaf ears as izumo knows exactly what she's been through as she tried to defend and speak for kano. funny, she suspects that no one has been harsh to hikaru about it.
it's so funny and it makes her sick. ]
Enjoy the blood of an innocent on your hands.
[ and cue izumo leaving center stage because she can't stand to be in the room with her anymore. whatever she wanted to grab has been completely forgotten.( idk how she's gonna slap her nik..... ) ]
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Izumo-chan, please, don't--!
[There's a shock, but she doesn't care. To have someone so vehemently angry and to simply leave afterwards - there had to be SOMETHING she could do.]
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clingy.
her hand was already sore and tender from how much she had hit shima earlier but in a shift motion she does two things: slap hikaru across the face and then proceeds to shove her away back into the room. ]
Don't. [ she shakes her hand after being shocked, yet again, but her demeanor remains harsh. ] I want nothing to do with you.
[ and officially cue izumo leaving the room. she won't be back tonight and they won't have to worry about being roommates. ]