I don't know. All my leader told me was that it... it wasn't my fault for who got chosen for what happened. That's all I know.
[Though she sounds like that's not something she entirely believes.]
If someone really, really wants their memories back, then... killing someone else is the quickest way to do that. But it hurts so many people, and we won't have as many here to help make things right...
My leader said there should be another way, Won-san. A slower way, but... we shouldn't have to try these kinds of things just because we're frightened.
We've all been placed in a difficult situation to begin with, where our memories have been held hostage and for those who want them more fiercely than others, they've been given a way to regain them - but at the expense of others.
Their friendly competition has become anything but.
Haku-san, my oldest brother told me that a person has to make up their mind in this world. That I have to stick to my decisions, whatever they end up being.
So... I'm going to keep finding a way. Even if it's hard. I won't be quiet about my intentions... but I should know better than to take things in my own hands, when teamwork is the only reason I've come this far. I won't try to do everything on my own. And if I make a mistake, I'm going to get back up and keep trying.
I'd rather make mistakes than to have regrets for never even trying to do the right thing.
However don't charge ahead so quickly that these mistakes consume you or others. There is a power to strong emotions and a commitment to justice - however that same power can prove to be overwhelming, and cloud your judgment.
You have my support, along with a bit of advice to expand your worldview a bit. You'll see more clearly that way.
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[Though she sounds like that's not something she entirely believes.]
If someone really, really wants their memories back, then... killing someone else is the quickest way to do that. But it hurts so many people, and we won't have as many here to help make things right...
My leader said there should be another way, Won-san. A slower way, but... we shouldn't have to try these kinds of things just because we're frightened.
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[he agrees easily enough]
We've all been placed in a difficult situation to begin with, where our memories have been held hostage and for those who want them more fiercely than others, they've been given a way to regain them - but at the expense of others.
Their friendly competition has become anything but.
So what will you do knowing this?
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Haku-san, my oldest brother told me that a person has to make up their mind in this world. That I have to stick to my decisions, whatever they end up being.
So... I'm going to keep finding a way. Even if it's hard. I won't be quiet about my intentions... but I should know better than to take things in my own hands, when teamwork is the only reason I've come this far. I won't try to do everything on my own. And if I make a mistake, I'm going to get back up and keep trying.
I'd rather make mistakes than to have regrets for never even trying to do the right thing.
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It's an admirable way to live.
However don't charge ahead so quickly that these mistakes consume you or others. There is a power to strong emotions and a commitment to justice - however that same power can prove to be overwhelming, and cloud your judgment.
You have my support, along with a bit of advice to expand your worldview a bit. You'll see more clearly that way.