I'm not saying you should pretend it didn't happen. Of course it happened. Of course you did it. But...you can still be upset that you were essentially forced into that position.
[Its a certain form of cruelty, to be told one thing and then have it be swept away t reveal something else entirely.]
She'll quietly reach to put a hand against his arm.]
All I can do is keep moving, Hansa-san.
Even I don't have anyone who knows what I felt... [Because she'd been alone. She'd done that on her own, hadn't she?] ... I still have to keep going, or I'll never be able to understand why it couldn't have been different. I'll... never understand why her heart was filled with hatred, if I don't keep looking for answers.
I don't want anyone to suffer the same way she suffered.
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[Its a certain form of cruelty, to be told one thing and then have it be swept away t reveal something else entirely.]
...You've been through so much.
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She'll quietly reach to put a hand against his arm.]
All I can do is keep moving, Hansa-san.
Even I don't have anyone who knows what I felt... [Because she'd been alone. She'd done that on her own, hadn't she?] ... I still have to keep going, or I'll never be able to understand why it couldn't have been different. I'll... never understand why her heart was filled with hatred, if I don't keep looking for answers.
I don't want anyone to suffer the same way she suffered.