Yeah... that's what I was worried about, too. Nobody really knew who would choose the Pillar - if it was a person, or if Cefiro just... picked whoever was strongest, no matter what.
That's why I was fighting Eagle. He was going to try to evacuate the residents if he could, but... he wanted to be the Pillar for selfish reasons. Really, really selfish ones. It's, um... complicated... but he's really sick. And... he wants to become the Pillar, and let himself die then, so that the people he cares about don't have to do that in his place. Even if it hurts all of them for him to do that.
[Her fists clench against her clothing.]
But he won't become the Pillar. Because I... I already beat him in the test.
[It's still so fresh in her mind that it sounds weird to admit it.
Her fingers trace against one of the gashes on her face.]
I got hurt because I was trying to bring Eagle back with me. Since he lost... he was supposed to disappear, and to go back down the Road to the Pillar was impossible unless it was just me. I didn't want that, though. If we could find a way to help him be able to live with the people he'd done everything for... I wanted to be able to give him a chance, no matter what happened to me.
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That's why I was fighting Eagle. He was going to try to evacuate the residents if he could, but... he wanted to be the Pillar for selfish reasons. Really, really selfish ones. It's, um... complicated... but he's really sick. And... he wants to become the Pillar, and let himself die then, so that the people he cares about don't have to do that in his place. Even if it hurts all of them for him to do that.
[Her fists clench against her clothing.]
But he won't become the Pillar. Because I... I already beat him in the test.
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...You're the Pillar now, Hikaru?
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[It's still so fresh in her mind that it sounds weird to admit it.
Her fingers trace against one of the gashes on her face.]
I got hurt because I was trying to bring Eagle back with me. Since he lost... he was supposed to disappear, and to go back down the Road to the Pillar was impossible unless it was just me. I didn't want that, though. If we could find a way to help him be able to live with the people he'd done everything for... I wanted to be able to give him a chance, no matter what happened to me.