[ He's lying on the floor, having shoved himself away into a corner so he's mostly out of sight and out of the way, if Hikaru hadn't known he was in the same place from the night prior. Flat on his back, hands clasped over his stomach, his eyes are awake and it just looks like he's staring into space lost in thought. ]
[ It was frustrating, but. He smiles anyways, because he gets it— perpetuates it- digs himself his holes. ]
We haven't talked in weeks, you know? The last they saw of me- the trial, the execution- it's what sticks. It's not like they have any reason to try.
[ In the minds of the living, he is somebody who stalled trial, who tried to kill Jeanne. Without knowing his reasons, of course they remain biased against him. ]
[she keeps it quiet. her anger has fizzled to embers now, and she knows he doesn't care as much as she does. but having several people get in her face over what seemed like a simple request has her a little sour]
After all this time and how hard they tried to get us all back, they should have least cared a little less about what you did and a little more about you as a person.
Life isn't fair. I'm just part of the whole they tried to get back. The principle of not leaving anybody behind. We have lots of heroes in our group, after all~
[ But that means shit about him as a person. Nobody would have fought so hard to get him back if it were only him in the graveyard needing to be saved. ]
...I wonder if it's happened before. Everybody in the clear 'cept for me, and they chose to start over all the same.
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I icly cannot believe it's still Saturday
sad clown noises
...I wish they would have tried a little harder when they spoke to you today.
[It's quiet, but audibly angry and a little disappointed.]
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We haven't talked in weeks, you know? The last they saw of me- the trial, the execution- it's what sticks. It's not like they have any reason to try.
[ In the minds of the living, he is somebody who stalled trial, who tried to kill Jeanne. Without knowing his reasons, of course they remain biased against him. ]
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[she keeps it quiet. her anger has fizzled to embers now, and she knows he doesn't care as much as she does. but having several people get in her face over what seemed like a simple request has her a little sour]
After all this time and how hard they tried to get us all back, they should have least cared a little less about what you did and a little more about you as a person.
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[ But that means shit about him as a person. Nobody would have fought so hard to get him back if it were only him in the graveyard needing to be saved. ]
...I wonder if it's happened before. Everybody in the clear 'cept for me, and they chose to start over all the same.
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I would have never left you behind. Shiro-san, Izumo-chan, Elsa-sama, Alex-san, they wouldn't have left you behind.
[Her hands wring against her skirt.]
Just because you made decisions that people disagreed with... that's no reason for you to be kept from everything you care about.